I'm so sorry.... but there's still one thing left to lose, and that's your life, and we can't accept that loss, ever. You mean alot to us, you really do. I'm sorry everything is so rough.... with health and money problems. It must be terrible. However where there's life, there's hope, and where there's hope there's a way and all you have to do is find it. And why bother? Can you honestly tell me you're gonna let this world win? let it kick your ass without kicking it back?! that isn't you, isn't you at all.
[frowns] Hon, I wish you'd called me! I know I should call you, too, but it's been a hell of a semester--nothing compared to what you've been going through, I see. Just promise me you won't give up? You're still a talented writer and artist, even if the stupid institute kicked you out. You don't need a degree to write or to draw. Maybe look into publishing SCD somewhere other than the internet? I don't know. Know that my prayers are with you. [big hugs]
SCD is being published sweetie. ^_^ We release volume 1 in March. :D You'll have to buy one. You can actually preorder them off the site if you have some extra cash - http://starcrossd.net/store
The pendelumn swings, darling. Things are pretty bad right now, but they can only get better. And you don't have nothing--even if it's just me (and it's not), I care about you very much and will do anything I can for you. *hugs*
As for Keith..people change. Instead of thinking about it negatively, just--you're moving on. You two had good times together, and try to think about those times. The past is never gone...it'll always be with you.
When things look hopeless, make your own hope. If you can't move where you want, make the best of where you are. There's something good everywhere and in everyone. Just try and stay positive-things will change. They'll get better.
You've got a few people out here who still care about you. I'm included in that still. If you ever need a way out of San Angelo, get in touch with me, I've got a few things I can pull out of my sleeve if the time comes, most are tied up as of right now but won't be in a few months. I've missed our conversations btw, I wish they could come back.
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As for Keith..people change. Instead of thinking about it negatively, just--you're moving on. You two had good times together, and try to think about those times. The past is never gone...it'll always be with you.
When things look hopeless, make your own hope. If you can't move where you want, make the best of where you are. There's something good everywhere and in everyone. Just try and stay positive-things will change. They'll get better.
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