Week 10: 1 day after exams!
百感交集。
Distress, fear, slight regret. Stacks of scores lying on my table, lining with numbers and bar lines, notes after notes, but I am incapable. Nothing flowed out, lest the original speed. Gaining back that punch is the first step, just that these days have made me rusty. Incapable. First step unreachable within such a short period of time, and expectations are there to reach that speed within 3 days. Incapable. Doesnt help when people are just complaining (though I ought to be able to console, but I cant, I just cant, because I am so distressed but just not showing anything), evoking those surges of worry and fear. ): Second thoughts, like a hurricane, destroying all other positive thoughts.
A total doomsday like what Jiahui said. ):
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& The happy things!
After exams, although lessons are resuming, still had pretty much fun! Mr Jeremy bought 404 and 405 trays and trays of delifrance tarts, sandwiches and puffs! YAY :D Then the tarts were like wonderful! SMOKED SALMON <3<3! Thanks Mr J! Chinese period was spent on doing primary schoool chengyu practices, which was pretty fun with Huiwen!
"我军实力强大，瞬息间便把敌人打得____"
Hw: I know! Its 头破血流!
Seriously, shes like violent. (Violent bully who said I look like a baby, bulldog, camel and cat, aka bbcc. At least I am a tanned baby and shes a chao bai baby! 8D)
Then we were having fun with 不能说的秘密.
Hw: Eh what are you writing.
Me: 这是一个不能说的秘密．8D (It was a pun! Because I was both writing 不能说的秘密 AND implying its a secret haha!)
There was another chengyu thing which we had to fill in:
"你上课时总是___，心不在焉，不能集中精神，如何考取好成绩?"
The chengyu to be filled in is: 胡思乱想。
Me to Huiwen: I know! The answer to that question is to listen to more music!
Then we were like seriously bored so we started doing things like using liquid paper to form a heart, like how Jay did it. However when I tried doing it with the expression of heartache on my face and stabbing the liquid paper onto my black notebook, my heart went out of shape -.- so I had to do it gently. LOL. & I drew a scary doll on Huiwen's notebook muaha! 8D Both of us were pretty tempted to ink 我爱你，你爱我吗 onto our notebook as well, but then we were scaring each other out by saying how words might appear. But I dont mind letting Huiwen have yexianglun, cos COUGHCOUGH inner joke! (Talking about which, Huiwen actually you have your shining COUGH alrd.. uh so we can just make xianglun our slave and play piano for us everyday LOL.)
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Had last comm meeting with comm 07 and 08. Hope the meeting achieved its purpose. After that I talked to Yubo for a pretty long time to share some of my experiences and solve some... upcoming problems. (: Yay jiayou comm 08! (Will maybe share some of it during my farewell post.)
For now, I am really glad that so many things happened in this year that allowed me to grow as a person and manage alot of things better (human relationships/ politics/ duties (admin stuff), etc.). & although Qian always says that she cant convey ideas properly, I think she carries the points across very well, and I am really glad she is the chair that I have supported throughout this year. (: & there's always Mel doing so much for co, and the rest of the comm taking out their time and all too, esp people like Yumin and Yihui for costumes. I am just really really really glad for many things and many people and I think we can say our term ended quite successfully. :D
Now, back to LYFE.
And biolog.
And liuqin (sigh).
Distress, fear, slight regret. Stacks of scores lying on my table, lining with numbers and bar lines, notes after notes, but I am incapable. Nothing flowed out, lest the original speed. Gaining back that punch is the first step, just that these days have made me rusty. Incapable. First step unreachable within such a short period of time, and expectations are there to reach that speed within 3 days. Incapable. Doesnt help when people are just complaining (though I ought to be able to console, but I cant, I just cant, because I am so distressed but just not showing anything), evoking those surges of worry and fear. ): Second thoughts, like a hurricane, destroying all other positive thoughts.
A total doomsday like what Jiahui said. ):
____________________________________
& The happy things!
After exams, although lessons are resuming, still had pretty much fun! Mr Jeremy bought 404 and 405 trays and trays of delifrance tarts, sandwiches and puffs! YAY :D Then the tarts were like wonderful! SMOKED SALMON <3<3! Thanks Mr J! Chinese period was spent on doing primary schoool chengyu practices, which was pretty fun with Huiwen!
"我军实力强大，瞬息间便把敌人打得____"
Hw: I know! Its 头破血流!
Seriously, shes like violent. (Violent bully who said I look like a baby, bulldog, camel and cat, aka bbcc. At least I am a tanned baby and shes a chao bai baby! 8D)
Then we were having fun with 不能说的秘密.
Hw: Eh what are you writing.
Me: 这是一个不能说的秘密．8D (It was a pun! Because I was both writing 不能说的秘密 AND implying its a secret haha!)
There was another chengyu thing which we had to fill in:
"你上课时总是___，心不在焉，不能集中精神，如何考取好成绩?"
The chengyu to be filled in is: 胡思乱想。
Me to Huiwen: I know! The answer to that question is to listen to more music!
Then we were like seriously bored so we started doing things like using liquid paper to form a heart, like how Jay did it. However when I tried doing it with the expression of heartache on my face and stabbing the liquid paper onto my black notebook, my heart went out of shape -.- so I had to do it gently. LOL. & I drew a scary doll on Huiwen's notebook muaha! 8D Both of us were pretty tempted to ink 我爱你，你爱我吗 onto our notebook as well, but then we were scaring each other out by saying how words might appear. But I dont mind letting Huiwen have yexianglun, cos COUGHCOUGH inner joke! (Talking about which, Huiwen actually you have your shining COUGH alrd.. uh so we can just make xianglun our slave and play piano for us everyday LOL.)
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Had last comm meeting with comm 07 and 08. Hope the meeting achieved its purpose. After that I talked to Yubo for a pretty long time to share some of my experiences and solve some... upcoming problems. (: Yay jiayou comm 08! (Will maybe share some of it during my farewell post.)
For now, I am really glad that so many things happened in this year that allowed me to grow as a person and manage alot of things better (human relationships/ politics/ duties (admin stuff), etc.). & although Qian always says that she cant convey ideas properly, I think she carries the points across very well, and I am really glad she is the chair that I have supported throughout this year. (: & there's always Mel doing so much for co, and the rest of the comm taking out their time and all too, esp people like Yumin and Yihui for costumes. I am just really really really glad for many things and many people and I think we can say our term ended quite successfully. :D
Now, back to LYFE.
And biolog.
And liuqin (sigh).