Star bases
★ Name defines the person's identity. Shaking star, that's how it sounds like, and that's how it feels like. A continuously shaking five angled tiny little star in the big black night sky, trying to find stability. It shakes in silence, not letting the worries emerge, because it knows that no other stars in the vast sky can help, no one, but it itself knows best. Its bright twinkling in the night sky is not a facade, it merely self deceives and self convinces itself. (There's a subtle difference.) But it is able to do so too, because it has other great stars around it that makes everything so possible. (and it would like to say thanks.) Sometimes when things arent spoken of, or the emotions arent shown, does not mean there's no care and concern. Deep down it aches, but the star still has to continue shining in the night sky (fighting back the pressures, fighting back the possibility of breaking down), finding joy in its life, and trying to forget. Its just piling happiness on top of the sorrow, in hope of lessening the pain.
I realised, when someone encounters problems that she does not care about, its always the people around her who are suffering the most. The initial deduction would be thinking that the problematic individual should feel the worst (because shes the one with problems), but just look at the people around her. They are the ones doing all they can but to no avail; coaxing, motivating, putting in every single effort to help rectify the problem. Theres this sense of helplessness when they cant help, but its not their fault. Everything lies within what the choices of the individual, what YOU want to do, what YOU are going to do. Its just plain unthoughtful when people are doing their best, and the individual is using her "problems" as an excuse and creating even more problems. Think of those who cared and gave their concern. Its not the problematic individual feeling the most stressed, but rather the people who did so much. Time to get real, dont let your personal problems make those people who cared so unhappy as well.
Lets just keep things at these 2 paragraphs. Too tired to say more.