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you know what a really fat beat is .. chelseas resting heart rate ( Read more... )

well well well.. for some reason i didnt realize how much mountain home means to me until today when i had a dream that i lived there and my brothers lived with me and chelsea and rick and kyle. we were waiting fer donnie and roger to come down from spokane and then i saw on the news that their plane crashed and spokane got blown up and i didnt ( Read more... )

One day i plan to live in san diego and i will attend the art institute of cali there. that city is perfect for everything i want. plus chelsea wants to live there too. i hate spokane.. donnies going to portland.. kyles going to be a lumberjack.. ricky is gonna be a hollywood bum.. derrick/derek are going to be like my uncle john(thats not good).. ( Read more... )

well.. i hate to admit it but, i donno. i heard some words today that really got to me. i thought that september 2 was gonna be the last day of my life. but i was wrong. i love that somebody has so much control over my life. i gave them the control for a reason. hopefully i have that control over them. ... .. . . ... . . . ... ahhhhh! scary. ( Read more... )

wow.. infanante perfection.. now shes a good horse picker.. what next ( Read more... )

.. the pills in there packaging eventually do show up and i gladly swallow them as directed. "Take as many as you feel fit to fill the empty void of your dispicable soul." the lable on the bottle instructed. Dizzied up and sweet on uppers i float my cloud to the bathroom and start the hot water. I reach to check the temperature of the water. Steam ( Read more... )

You can take all the tea in China ( Read more... )

i burnt alot of cds today because i love chelsea alot. i wonder when ill ever see her again. probably sunday. i cant wait till saterday though cause im goin to a rad water park and stayin at a fancy motel. like hell yeah. chelsea i got you a present. i took it from walmart. hahahahahahaha. i gotta go burn another cd.

i ate so much in the last hour..3 slimfasts, a snickers bar, a top roman, half a box of mac n cheese, two hot dogs,chips n salsa-cheese, and 3 slicess of pizza. and im not full.. im not hurgy either. its the combination of bordom, and slight depression. i feel like such a girl. im gonna be fat by the time i get back to spokane.