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-sigh- So recently I have been feeling like shit has been blowing up in my face. Everything. I quit my job, but I missed my last shift so I'm not rehireable. I had all these great plans for school and I fuck that up. I feel alienated from my friends in class like they don't really want me there but none of them want to say it. Hell one of them even things I don't act my age. My grandma has skin cancer and may even have rectal cancer. That scares me more then anything because I have already had two grandmothers die of cancer. One it started in one place and spread. I feel constantly on edge. The only real good things in my life right now are Bunnie, Mallory, and Kayla.