So i was at this party on friday night in santee and a lot of people knew that and after i got home i got like 3 phone calls asking me if i was all right and i was like yeah why what happened?!?!? Well i guess that a kid got stabbed to death at a party in Santee well thankfully i wasnt there but the sad thing is some of my friends knew the guy that ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about how one minute you have all these really good friends then you turn around and half of them are gone......you were always there for them and was as best of a friend as you could be but they just forget. Well i guess thats how you know who your real friends are which is really sad but its life.

OMG i cant believe that it has been almost a month scince i last updated!! I have been really busy and havent been over to the rents house very much but anyways i am way sorry to those of you who read or used to read my lj! Anyways things have been going alright, Paul is home for the weekend but i havent got to see him and i dont know if i will get ( Read more... )

So i guess i am just updating to let you know that i am still alive! I have been really busy just working and a little bit of moving here and there trying to get all my stuff over to the other house. I am a lil depressed lately idk why yet but hopefully i get out of it soon! i am just really stressed over a lot of things right now and am not sure ( Read more... )

SO today was pretty shitty....Aaron left today! :(! I was sad and cried a lot....i will be alright though. So i am really hoping that my boss will give me more hours cause i really want to move out even if it is only for 6 months and i know i could do it if i was working 30-35 hours a week! anyways i dont have anything to say except i have a really ( Read more... )

Alrighht well i m not updating for any paticular reason cause i dont really have anything to say except isnt it ridiculous how one little thing can make the rest of you week excellent!

SO tonight was awesome!!!! My day was pretty good it consisted mainly of going to the mall with some pretty cool people like Ann and Micheal and Lyndsi and then i went to country fest which was BOMB!!! Both the guys were great and i was like yeah there were so many hott cowboys!! I went with a pretty cool one his name is Micheal, i work with him, ( Read more... )

SO tonight was alright... I went to work which was alright cause Matt was there, then i went out with my cousin Lauren to the homecoming game which was lame as usual but i saw Josh which was ok i guess then a group of us decided to go downtown to the haunted mansion and we all got split up so it ended up being me Blaine and Vicky and Eric it was ( Read more... )

So things are going better, my dad apologized for everything and we are cool for now i guess, well this weekend is going to be so0o0o0o fun i cant wait i am so excited! Friday will be fun and saturday even better! I went to church tonight which was kinda weird i didnt really like it, i dont think i will worry about going anymore. I do miss some of ( Read more... )

So i pretty much hate life right now! I just dont know what to do anymore, i have been so depressed and have felt so lost for the last couple days it is starting to be ridiculous! I dont know what to do i am not happy when i am at home and i am rarely happy anywhere else except at work or when i am with people from work or when i am with Mike idk ( Read more... )