It been the first week at work...and man...nothing has changed...but tis cool. Well some good things happened that may make my semester difficult...i got promoted to a full time TA which means im a teacher now. I've got my own set of students. They were going to just have me do it til the end of the semester and if i liked it i could keep the ( Read more... )

How long has it been since the Colombine travesty that it would still have an affect on kids today? I guess not long enough ( Read more... )

i didnt think it would end up like this. I didnt think we would grow so far apart after getting so close...it makes me sad sometimes when i think about it...but i guess shit just happens right?!? Sometimes i wish i could turn back time to either where nothing ever happened or we would have never met ( Read more... )

SLEEP! something i cant seem to do at 2 in the morning. I come home and i will go to bed...but my mind wont stop working that i am up either listening to music to help me go to sleep or daydreama about life. I've been doing this lately and i dont know..altho its makes itself up when i wake up at like 2 in the afternoon.

But still i cant sleep...

Driving on the 210 freeway comging home after dropping Derrick off...blasting my radio to keep me from being bored on the 5 second ride home...tuned in was Alicia Keys-if i aint got you...it made me smile...sigh...then i started thinking of my summer and all the good things that came out of it.

...sigh...

This winter i've been getting lots of sleep. Im super tired and im going to miss it when i go back to work next monday. Trudging my way in the morning to make it to work ( Read more... )

I can say this was the best new years right next to spending time with canek (if he were here). It was nice to see everyone from O3....it was a spendid event..right next to all the fucked up people..but it was to good times and sending off the last moments of the year...people that i didnt talk much in high school ended up to be most appreciated to ( Read more... )

this is it you guys...the last day of 2004...well dont hold your breath.

Have a good and safe New Year's eve into New Years Day...

See you guys in the New Year!

i feel like crap...

i dont know why?

i've feel at a loss...

i just dont feel right...

i hope its not me...

i hope this will all go away...

i wish i didnt feel this way...

i feel like throwing up...

damn...im home

Just empty...