i checked my caller i.d and there was every # except for the one i wanted to see...
last night was fun i guess... actually it was just interesting.. lol
just got done watching the notebook.. for some reason it made me cry alot more this time.. hmm i wonder..
but theres nothign like tropical smoothie to mend a broken heart aye?..
theres no need to read below unless you would like to hear me vent..
<"when it all comes down to it.. as much as i try.. ill never understand why you do the things you do.. ill never know what went thru your mind when you were ruining our whole relationship.. ill never kno if you ever really loved me... i just dont nderstand... maybe its because i couldve never done this to you.. maybe its because i cared too much... but i just want you to know.. that you crushed me.. every word you have ever said to me.. every i love you.. every kiss.. it doesnt mean anythign now... it was all a lie.. you did the one thign to me that you knew would hurt me more than anything else in this world.. and you did it over and over again wiht no regrets... did the past 14 months mean anythign to you?.. did i ever mean anything to you?.. i hope at some point i did.. and truthfully i hope every time you look at her all you can think about is me.. i hope that you hurt as bad as youve hurt me... because i dont deserve this... you lost the best thing you ever had.. over her... i dont kno.. mayeb in ur mind shes worth it.. but she'll never be me scott.. and i hope you wake every morning knowing that youll never find another girl to take my place... i love you.. more than i ever thought i could love anybody.. but you fucked that all up... you fucked us up... this is the very last time youll ever break my heart... hope you had fun">
thats enough.. i have homework
just got done watching the notebook.. for some reason it made me cry alot more this time.. hmm i wonder..
but theres nothign like tropical smoothie to mend a broken heart aye?..
theres no need to read below unless you would like to hear me vent..
<"when it all comes down to it.. as much as i try.. ill never understand why you do the things you do.. ill never know what went thru your mind when you were ruining our whole relationship.. ill never kno if you ever really loved me... i just dont nderstand... maybe its because i couldve never done this to you.. maybe its because i cared too much... but i just want you to know.. that you crushed me.. every word you have ever said to me.. every i love you.. every kiss.. it doesnt mean anythign now... it was all a lie.. you did the one thign to me that you knew would hurt me more than anything else in this world.. and you did it over and over again wiht no regrets... did the past 14 months mean anythign to you?.. did i ever mean anything to you?.. i hope at some point i did.. and truthfully i hope every time you look at her all you can think about is me.. i hope that you hurt as bad as youve hurt me... because i dont deserve this... you lost the best thing you ever had.. over her... i dont kno.. mayeb in ur mind shes worth it.. but she'll never be me scott.. and i hope you wake every morning knowing that youll never find another girl to take my place... i love you.. more than i ever thought i could love anybody.. but you fucked that all up... you fucked us up... this is the very last time youll ever break my heart... hope you had fun">
thats enough.. i have homework