5x5 Prompt: Hatred
Title: Hatred
Author: just_unravel
Prompt: #14 sadomasochist
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He hates himself right now. Hates the way he left the boat, looking for a place to forget about how he feels. But he can’t forget and he can’t escape. And he hates that.
He hates the way he feels when she smiles at him. Hates the pride that builds up when he knows he was the cause of her joy. Hates the insecurity he feels when he convinces himself that he will never be good enough for her.
He hates how he allowed her to get under his skin. Hates that he cannot bear it when she’s far away. Hates that he can’t hold her closer when she’s near.
Mostly, he hates how he doesn’t seem to mind falling in love with her.
Author: just_unravel
Prompt: #14 sadomasochist
Disclaimer: Don't own it.
He hates himself right now. Hates the way he left the boat, looking for a place to forget about how he feels. But he can’t forget and he can’t escape. And he hates that.
He hates the way he feels when she smiles at him. Hates the pride that builds up when he knows he was the cause of her joy. Hates the insecurity he feels when he convinces himself that he will never be good enough for her.
He hates how he allowed her to get under his skin. Hates that he cannot bear it when she’s far away. Hates that he can’t hold her closer when she’s near.
Mostly, he hates how he doesn’t seem to mind falling in love with her.