he's an asshole, i wish i never met him, he's fuckin confusing,i never wanna see him again, and i hate him... but the truth is he's an amazing person, i'm happy because i met him, he's fuckin perfect, i wanna see him everyday for the rest of my life, and i possibly love him... Fuck "love" its a God Damn waste of time and energy. It will build up ( Read more... )

ugh its been almost 2 effin weeks since ive had the internet at my house. its depressing on how much i need that stupid stuff. im pathetic sometimes but he's amazing.

He made the last weekend of my break awesome yet again. he seems to be good at that. Hes finally single and i think i just may taking him like i should have when we first started talking. he stayed 2 nights in a row. the best 2 nights in my life. he held me close as my skin pressed against his. he held on for his life it seemed. waking up ( Read more... )

Where do i start. 6am wake n bake till bout possibly 9. I get like an hour nap then a call from my home boy Jason. So jason and cory come and pick me up, then we go to pick up corys brother. he was drunk, said i was pretty but like i said he was drunk lol. Then cory goes to take his brother and his drunk friends home and they wouldnt get out ( Read more... )

its been a while since i effin updated this thing haha. My life is going great now. my dad is out of rehab after 35 days. Me and my mom have been geting along awesomely like we havnt fought in almost 3 weeks and spring break started early for me today... woke up not feeling to well. I got a new hair cut and it looks really pretty i think. lol ( Read more... )

The clock ran out. He went home. A weekend without him. I miss him. I wanna be with him. And he does to but were takin it slow. Im gonna prove to him that we need to be together. He is everything I want in someone. Only had 4 minutes. But I was sleeping. I need to shape up. Droppin pounds like no other. I think I'm sick. He was drunk ( Read more... )

Drunkin stuper. High off our asses. Stealing. He is all I ever wanted ( Read more... )

aha this weekend has quite possibly been the best ive had in a long time. Nicole is down for the whole week!! im so happy about that. and we spent it with 2 of our bestfriends Duffy and Andrew. we smoked a lot. Duffy is awesome. we didnt go up to kwo though which reall sucks because i miss john so much. haunted house tomorrow cant wait ( Read more... )

KwO sunday i cant wait!!! i miss john soo much. it kinda sucks that hes the only one i know from up there so im basically making the trip to see him wrestle. thats cool though hes an awesome guy. err.... i cant get ahold of nick worth shit. it sucks because i need to talk to him and see if he is gonna go to kwo i hope he does because i miss him ( Read more... )

John Campbell is an awesome guy. He always knows how to cheer me up. It sucks that we live so far apart from eachother because hes such a sweetheart and id love for him to be around more often... he said something to me today that really made me look at things a different way. JOHN*UNK2**1: if people tell you that you're too young, just say "it' ( Read more... )