Thank you for everything for the past 7 years. I just wanted to let you know how much I love your work and that I always come back to read again my favorite fanfics. I wish I could give you a tight hug Rn and tell you that everything will be ok. Thank you again. He’s proud.
Thank you anon, thank you for the kind words. I actually shed some tears when I read that last sentence of yours. I can only hope so. *hugs* Thanks again.
It's funny how things work... I was planning on being active in the fandom again, just a week before I was watching fancams from his concert for the first time in a while... like life wanted me to remember all that he was to me. Much like you, this fandom has been my happy place for 7+ years. When things were difficult, SHINee and fellow fans have been a haven for me. It's a loss I'm still having trouble comprehending, and it's hard to imagine a day it won't hurt so much.... Anyways, I just needed to thank you for all your stories... They always took me to another world, and reminded me of all the things I love about them. In many ways I look up to you :)
One week before, I too was rewatching old SHINee videos and fancams because I hadn't in a while and I missed them, and I remember thinking then just how much I loved them, how wonderful they were as people and how glad I was to have them in my life. Suddenly, it's like it all got taken away. I understand when you say you're having trouble comprehending the loss because I still am, too, and I can't imagine it never not hurting like it still does
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Hi, I just wanted you to know that your family about Jonghyun dog sitting made me so happy. I first read it not long after you started it, and then a couple of years later, and just then again. I wasn't as in to kpop back then, but I stumbled upon it as one of my very first kpop fanfics and it made me sooo happy to read. I guess what I'm trying to say is I know it's hard, but obviously he gave you happiness, and you gave it on to me and many others, so thank you, it means a lot to me. Back then and now. <3
Thanks anon, he did give me happiness and I'm trying hard to remember that. Remember the good times. I'm glad you enjoyed that story, and that it could cheer you up then and still now <3
Hey Just2wings, I just want to say how much your fics mean to me. Thank you for keeping them up. Since December last year your fics have brought me a lot of comfort. Some days I feel like I'm treading water, that I'm okay. That I can cherish his memory and his art without being overcome with sadness. Other days it just washes over me and I find it helpful to be able to become absorbed in alternate universe Jjongs and happy endings. I dunno, maybe it's backwards, but I guess everyone copes with grief differently.
Thank you, anon, for this heartfelt comment. I have to admit that, before this past year, I'd never really given much thought to why I always wrote happy endings. But I'm sure glad I did. I still can't really listen to his voice or SHINee's music, it still makes me too sad :( but hopefully one day I'll be able to listen to my favourite songs again. Everyone does deal differently, and I hope it gets better for you this new year. Take care of yourself <3
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I wish I could give you a tight hug Rn and tell you that everything will be ok.
Thank you again. He’s proud.
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*hugs* Thanks again.
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Anyways, I just needed to thank you for all your stories... They always took me to another world, and reminded me of all the things I love about them. In many ways I look up to you :)
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Look after yourself, okay? Xx
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