Comments | just4looks: Good news, Not so good news, you decide.

just4looks

Good news, Not so good news, you decide.

Feb 21, 2006 13:36

I know it's been awhile since i've posted any thing in LJ. But i have been reading what has been going on with my friends that are on my list. It's just been hard to type because of fatigue and the numbness in my hands and feet ( not that i type with my feet ( Read more... )

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just4looks February 22 2006, 08:51:29 UTC

The doctors i have are the best in the state. It's kind of funny, i don't have a PCP (primary care physician). But i have about 8 specialists that watch out for me. I'm getting the best care there is. I would rather have it this way so that we're right on top of any changes that come up. As the doc's have told me, my cancer goes quite far back, could be as much as 15 years in my body. I had no signs until a couple of years ago. By then it was too late to cure. That is if they could've found it. It's starts so so tiny that it can't be seen with the naked eye. And by the time it rears it's ugly little head, it is sometimes too late for some. When all this started, i knew in my mind that it was cancer, but it hid so well that all the doctors that saw it said it was an infection. It wasn't until they started to remove it that they realized what it was. It was well disguised. And don't feel dumb about crying. The other night i was watching a TV show, and i know it was just an actor and all that. But i burst into tears when he did something ( ... )

gossamerfaery February 21 2006, 22:29:54 UTC

(((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) I'll squish you with the hugs! Man, I'm glad you are hanging in there. I cannot imagine being so tired that I couldn't even type on LJ. Makes me want to shut the fuck up and quit bitching about moving! Hopefully you won't have to undergo the chemo for too long. I can't imagine a world without you tormenting me about my prom dress;)

XOXO!!!!!!!!!!!!

just4looks February 22 2006, 08:55:47 UTC

I have always been too tired to move. And i wouldn't ever help anybody move that has a sofabed. I was going to comment on one of your sets of pics a few days ago, but i didn't. It just reminded me of the pink prom dress. As for the typing. You wouldn't brelieve how long it took to write that with all the mistakes in it. Try not to stay away for too long after you move. I'll miss all your little skelly's to look at.