so lets set our hearts at self-destruct.
just pass the flask and close your eyes.

so my eyes hurt.
and their wide open,
im staring at my fish.
and wondering could life really be that simple?
as enclosed as a bowl...and the all necessary gravel. and figurine to support a lifeforce?
if only...that would be the way..also the 14 day death garuntee doesnt hurt
you catch me?

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she was my friend since 6th grade.
i loved her.
her kristin tara and i. were the shit at ncs.
its a shame that life can be torn from someone as young as 16.
she was and still is a m a z i n g.
and will be missed by all of us. <3

R.I.P. Emily Melby.

goddamn it.
so EVERYTHING is dirtier in the south.

i got a fish.
his name is ...Geronimo
i am no longer alone.

never reason with a fool..
..or is that unkind?
looks like ive lost my mind....once again.
but dont fret.
dont score.
because ill walk a different street to you.
and you look so bored. it seems like life has got you torn.

You are a drumstick.


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i felt the air rise up in me.
inside my shell i wait and.
b l e e d.

2005..
too bad it alraedy started out dramatic.
and unpromising..

losing my soul....already?