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I don't know why I always let him do this to me.
It happens everytime.
We start talking again and then become really close then start "doing stuff" and then go out.
Then he gets scared and I don't talk to him for several months to a year.

Well I hadn't talked to him for a whole freaking year.
I missed him soo much.
We started talking again and then ( Read more... )

I heard this song "You're gonna be" the other day and I thought it had a good chorus, this song is for all of you but mainly I thought of Sam when I heard it, so here you go Sam ( Read more... )

Ok my brake planned out thus far.

Tomorrow
I have to get up at like 6:00 to get ready to go with Jamie to Disney and then I am staying the night at her house.

Sunday
Maybe going to church if Jamie's family is going, then maybe working at the flea market depending on if my other friends sold anything on saturday. After that going back to Jamies house ( Read more... )

I am losing more friends with each passing day.

I am now left with only one friend that I have to hang out with outside of school. That would be Jamie, who will forever be my best friend and I know she will always be here for me. But Brandon, he has hurt me so many times, and I have forgiven him every time, made him top priority in my life, maybe ( Read more... )

I am def. going to be grounded all of Christmas break if I get my report card. I think the calender that we were doing in Digital Design was our midterm and I didn't do it because I haven't been at school and someone stole my pen drive that had all my pictures on it so I couldn't do it anyway. My english class I haven't sent it about 7 assignments ( Read more... )

Why does it hurt so bad
to lose something I never had?
To have these feelings and nothing to do
just sit around and wait for you.

So, I really like him but I guess maybe he doesnt feel the same anymore or he just doesn't want it to worrk out? Definetly confusing. I wish that I would have made it work out the first time, but I screwed up, like ussual.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

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