why is it always like this?

[just_a_gurl22]

first of all, i am calm. i was calm on the phone. i havent yelled, or called names, or "dogged" or "slammed" you or anything else you may think. stop being so defenisve about all of this. no one is trying to attack you!

i have problems with my friends coming into my house without calling. i have problems with my friends coming to my house when i am

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[ladymercey]

WOW, All that you just wrote in this seems like an excuse for going off, cause its news to me. I don't just show up at your house all the time, wear your clothes without asking and shit...the week I was struggling to get your ungrateful ass to Columbus I took a shower because I had to drive for FOUR fucking hours that day and I talked to you about it and you said okay!! WTF!! You told me you and your phsychologist had been making head way the night that shit with Jeff happened about "personal boundries" but never mentioned anything about me being sacrificial and servitude?! Who is name calling? You seem way mixed up, in one breath you say one thing and then another, now your repeating what your shrink tells you!? Get it straight, then talk to me Amy. Just to let you know.....I have had a job for almost a month, Austin has anemonia but you didnt ask...oh thats right! I wrote whats below before I read this in respose to your last post...and well now I am more aggrevated with you than ever and should just send it as it is before I say

[ladymercey]

The only thing I can think of off the top of my head that I have of yours is the jacket I got you a few years ago for your birthday that I borrowed one night. Speaking of, what have you ever gotten me for my birthday or Xmas Amy? I have been there for the past four at least of yours and it isn't about gifts, have you ever even been willing to spend my birthday with me? Well, it is New Years Eve there is always a better party right?

I am tired of this petty shit. I have looked the other way enough over the past five years for it to effect me anymore. Don't you realize that you hardly ever have anything nice to say to me? I know I can be short, and blunt about things...but you have known that about me from day one. Happy-smile, sad-frown, pissed off...here we are!So if you want to "exchange things" as you said just let me know what I have of yours and I will be more than happy to hand it over, have fun being mean by yourself!