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Hey to all. Why is life so complicated yet so over exagerated at the same time? I have so many questions and so many answers that I can't wait until the day HE comes.... maybe I won't be so confused anymore....
nvm.... you guys probably dont even get me.
School, morals, religion, relationships, personalities, sports, health... nothing, I mean NOTHING, in this world seems to make a whole lot of sense, lately. I wish I could DIRECTLY talk to God. I mean, I can pray, I can read the Bible, but it can be interpreted different ways: that is why there are so many differnt religions/ denominations of Christianity. I wish I could just... talk to him which is why sometimes i doubt my God, but that is where faith comes in. I dunno... it is weird...
Well, anyways, on a happier note:
school is ok i guess- i have all As, continuing from the begining of the semester and i found out today that my schedule for next year is set. AA English, sports med, swim, band, Alg. 2, sign 2.
sports med is gonna be so long tomorrow! we have a tournament so I get out of school, but i still dont wanna go sit for 5 or 6 hours watching volleyball, ya know? anyways.... sorry, but i keep going back to being confused, b/c i am very confused. I am in a situation where I really wish i was stronger in my faith to back up my beliefs.
Anyone who is a Christian or a "christian," hear me out: read the Bible. I HATE reading, but its the only way we can talk to God/ he can talk to us other than prayer. If you are talking to peopple who are LDS or jewish or jahovas or whatever, they KNOW their stuff: we dont. i dont know why Christians, including myself, seem to think that is nothing of importance. Maybe its because we know he will love us and let us into him kingdom without it as long as we've become one of his 'children' but it doesnt mean well have a relationship with him adn we wont be able to make believers out of anyone else... (sigh)... life is so complicating, but i guess there is a purpose for everything. There is a steven curtis chapman song i keep thinking of about how "we're not home yet" about heaven and i just gotta play it in my mind when things are going low.
we'll, i am gonna go climb into bed... the sickness' got a hold on my sleep.
^^(derek, are you sick still?)^^ i hope you're doing good!
talk to all you crazy kids later. feel free to comment even if your views are different or whatever.
*Adrienne*