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Jun 07, 2004 19:08

This is my last sane thought people. This is probably the last journal entry I do too. I'm completely losing my mind. I now know everything that I have done and I don't deserve to live because of it. I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt. I can explain but I don't think it really matters now. I want to apologize to Dani but she wants nothing to do with ( Read more... )

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omarzsweetie20 June 7 2004, 16:30:33 UTC
:(

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poisonous_poet June 7 2004, 18:26:03 UTC
Cameron, you need to stop. Whatever this "darkness" is, you know damn well you can overcome it. I have told you time and time again, that I am here for you, and there are plenty of people there for you. I don't understand why you let your feelings get in the way of everything you do. You DO have the power to not fall into this "pit" and you DO have the power to overcome any obstacles in your way. I don't get why you don't try. Even if you do try, TRY AGAIN! No matter what happens, you will come out on top, because you are strong Cameron. Without you knowing, you are one of the strongest people I know. If you get hit down, you get right back up. Be the Cameron that everyone loves. The cool , hip, awesome singer that everyone DOES love. You may think this is bull shit, but trust me...People believe in you and I believe in you. So pull yourself out of this slump that you are in and trample over the people who do it to you. Be strong Cameron..be strong.
--Kellie

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stormoverkrynn June 7 2004, 18:56:53 UTC
She said everything I was going to say.. and no offense Cameron, but you're not the only person it's happened to. Everyone goes through crap like this, it's how everyone deals with it that makes us different. You're so cute when you're goofing around and being all cute. It makes me sad when you're sad... I hope you feel better real soon..and realize there's lots of people that love you and care about you..

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anonymous June 7 2004, 20:55:12 UTC
*hugs*

-#1

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the_colossus June 8 2004, 07:08:40 UTC
everything i wanted to say was said above.
i've been there cammy, if you need to talk about it, i'm here for you. fuck, you can write me an email bitching and venting, and i wouldn't care. i'm here for you, and i love you. i know what its like to feel like you are loosing control...to feel as if you have none left.
i want to be there to lend you a hand as you fall down the rabbit hole....
i love you

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iheardyou June 8 2004, 12:04:51 UTC
you really hurt me cameron. i don't hate you, i just can't be around you anymore. it's just how it is. i hate liars, and you lied to me. you need to get things straight in your head. i tried so hard to be a good friend to you, i held you when you needed to be held, you have no idea what you've lost. i could have been a really good friend.

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