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[just_a_murder]

I have some things and people I worry about, but lately I have so many small and large things in my life that make me happy and, weirdly, all of them are from or a result of the Nexus. This is just a post about me being thankful.

And hopeful that writing this out hasn't jinxed me.

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[wireboundheart]

"Hey, sexy. I was wondering where you got to." Yotan has that rumpled look that takes him hours in the bathroom to achieve.

[just_a_murder]

I hope you didn't worry. I've just been home for various reasons lately and wanted to check in. ::Aya loves that rumpled look, even as he knows it wouldn't look good on him.::

You know you're top of the list of things that make me happy, don't you?

[wireboundheart]

And Yohji knows it, which is why the half-buttoned shirt shifts to reveal tantalizing expanses of stomach when he walks. "I like being on top." He tries to give Aya a hello kiss.

[just_a_murder]

::kiss:: And every other position....

::Aya has loosened up a little bit about PSAs. But not too much.::

[sinofsurviving]

"I am grateful things are going well for you too. And I don't think you have to worry about jinxing yourself. You seem to make your own luck."

[just_a_murder]

Sometimes fate smites people, and I would always fight to better my life.... I suppose experience has left me paranoid and somewhat superstitious. I try not to be so paranoid and superstitious that it prevents me from enjoying the good things I have.

It's good to see you.

[sinofsurviving]

"I can't imagine you not fighting to make things better, for other people and yourself. Seeing all that you have been able to accomplish makes it easier to keep fighting." Aya-nii would keep fighting anyway, but looking at what Aya-kun has achieved helps him have hope for himself that he has not had in a long time.

"It's always good to see you.

"Aya, if I'm one of the people you worry about, you don't need to. I'm strong. And I won't stop fighting either."

[just_a_murder]

I'm glad I can help in some small way.

::small smile:: Thank you.

I know you're strong. I also know from experience that when problems are long-term, it can really wear on a person. I always hope for happiness for you, and if there's something I could do to help you in anything, please fell free to let me know.

::wry:: I haven't always been able to ask for or accept help, but I'm coming to see how useful it can be.