Why I Write What I Write [Series]
Yup. I am a perv. From the brief FAQ entry:
I've been writing spanking stories in one form or another for as long as I can remember. In addition to being my bulletproof kink and replacement for sex, I think a good spanking can be a microcosm of all sorts of lovely emotions - guilt and regret and pity and fear and anger and love and empathy and disappointment and embarrassment and gratitude and all sorts of other exciting feelings.
A spanking is also like a little drama in itself - there's the build-up, the beginning, the dread of what comes next, the climax, and then the teary forgiveness part. Mmmm. And the begging. Begging is always good.
All of those are reasons spanking fic appeals to me. But in my Real Live Sex Life, spanking has pretty much been hardwired into me. No one knows for sure what causes a spanking kink, but I got a heaping dose of it. And I've really enjoyed experimenting with it as an adult, although if you want gory details, you're going to have to get me a lot drunker. :) Basically, spanking yanks my crank and it's easy to turn that into fiction.
But without going into too much personal experience, I can say that I'm fairly comfortable as both a sexual submissive and a sexual sadist. What I mean by that is that I find submission and powerlessness extremely exciting; these themes also come up in some of my more disturbing writings. But spanking is a great, fun way to explore them in a safer context, and in one with an easy "fix-it" in the form of comforting aftercare and resolution. Is it schmoopy, simplistic, and a lesser art than BDSM? *shrug* Maybe. But I like it a lot.
On the sadistic side of things, I really, really like seeing people - especially men - in pain. I couldn't tell you why that's the way it is either, but I can promise that in real life, I only support fully consensual kink. In fiction, all bets are off, so sometimes when I spank the living daylights out of a character, it's going to get messy, and I'm going to enjoy it. I hope you do too! :)