i feel worn out. i'm just so tired of some stuff, i can't take it anymore. i need to be happy again. i'm just looking forward to this weekend, hopefully it will be awesome. trivia is tonight, and i am not going. i don't enjoy it anymore... i don't know like half the people there and don't really have any input. so whatever, i liked it better when ( Read more... )

i think that i'll always like andrew. but i don't need him anymore. i'm alright now. it's still hard every now and then, but it's nothing like it was. i'm ready to move on.

And so I’ve learned to retreat ( Read more... )

so today could have quite possibly been the most awkward day of my life. it started off ok, rachel and i went to see people at school cause she had to get a transcript. we saw mr. h first, and played spades with buchheit. haha, we can't get away from that game. the we were gonna go see mrs. spa, and mrs. may but neither of them were there... ( Read more... )

so the weekend thus far has been great. yesterday i cleaned my room and made the mix that mike requested, and the stupid boy mix. then katie, sara, and chris came and got me then we headed back to athens. we watched part of lord of the rings. then chris left... and sarah left... then adam took me and katie to kroger and we bought cookie dough and ( Read more... )

well last night was the orchestra concert and steak and shake with mike, halley, and rachel. it was very interesting. i dunno, i'm gonna feel akward about it for a while. and nothing can change that. at steak and shake, since it was trey's b-day, we sang to him. and this group of drama kids about the same size as ours, which was like 18 or so, all ( Read more... )

the only thing i'm worried about now is how we used to hang out. we as in me, adam, rachel, and andrew. nothing will be the same. i trust people to easily sometimes. the one thing that i can't do is to pretend everything is ok ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. i woke up crying and i can't stop. i guess i'm so sad because i don't really know what i did, or why he would lie to me.

Hearts live by being wounded.

-Oscar Wilde... how did someone get so wise?

ok so yes, i will release another one of my infamous mixes. hehehe, but really i was thinking about making another one and mike has inspired me to do so. so i'll have it done for the break. and give it out. to you ( Read more... )