i don't think i am cut out for college.  people say everything happens for a reason, but i have yet to find any reason why i can't do this shit no matter how hard i try.  seriously what the fuck.  i feel like an alien at this school.  everyone is good at something but me.  sometimes i think i can do math and science fine, but then i remember that ( Read more... )

i had a dream that i got comments on my livejournal and also about other things (nightmare) 

hey i'm going to update my livejournal more often.  megan and i are making a movie btw it's in no way actually happening or meant to be taken seriously.  harmony korine once said: "I just wanted to write the American novel... I mean, well, at least, I wanted it to be American."  flight of the conchords is okay i've decided but i have no intentions ( Read more... )

OMG must haves: a crackup at the race riots by harmony korine.  i NEEd this.

questions to ask god/my TA: why is the quantum spin number 1/2

who are you nowadays?  you have so much creativity to instill, and yet you must passively observe.  too much junk upstairs that i need to get rid of.  necromancing with an internet journal only adds to the problem; the brief sense of accomplishment or pride is fleeting and unnecessary anyway.  i miss my old head.  too much stress nowadays.  loss, ( Read more... )

christmas is fun.  i got a trapper hat, animal crossing, and a network adapter for xbox360.  i got a few other things too but those were my favorite.  oh and i got a gift card to sephora!  so this morning was pretty good but the past two days were actually pretty good until i realized that my grades suck and i have to go back to school and they ( Read more... )

i'm the worst when i'm drunk.  i won't come out of my room.

i can't get into the engineering school.   i am too late by 6 credits.  fuck my life.

At the behest of San Francisco and 13 states, including California, distributor MillerCoors LLC is taking the caffeine out of its Sparks line of energy drinks, which list ginseng, taurine and 6 to 7 percent alcohol among its other ingredients. "We're doing it to protect the public health of our young people and to reform business practices," said S ( Read more... )

christmas is fine okay.  humans scare me so i will stay in my room forever.