last night i went crazy and ended up puking ( Read more... )

I never wanted to hold you back
I just wanted to hold
But my chance is gone...

Where are you coming from and what are you running from...?

And if you're feeling scared
remember the times we shared
you know that it meant everything to me...

I bought you presents. I don't know for what occasion, considering we don't get a two year anniversary because we aren't together, but I got them anyway. I love you so much. I miss you.

This is the place where I sit ( Read more... )

He just left my house.
And god I missed him.
He looks so good and smells so good and it just feels so good to be with him.
I don't want him to hurt [himself].
I feel so void.

On another note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!

Man I fucked up. What I did to him I never realized. The first time we broke up I said and did some really, really horrible things. And I can't take them back- if only I could... I wouldn't blame him if he couldn't forgive me. And I didn't even see that I hurt him that badly until today. Which makes it all the worse ( Read more... )

He broke up with me yesterday ( Read more... )

I miss JoE! He has to help Anthony's dad fix the car, so he can't come over today. I'm mucho disappointed ( Read more... )

Eh, I can't stop obsessing over it. The kiss. I bet you're all getting tired of reading about my freakish thoughts on it. But I think I'm getting over it a little. Correction: I PRAY I'm getting over it ( Read more... )

Yeah, so school today was generally fine, until I started thinking about the whole hookup thing again and really wanted to cry in English. Jakki was really nice to me. :) Thanks Jak! My friends are being pretty fucking awesome to me ( Read more... )