I'm not too sure why I haven't written in so long ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty bad day in a long time. Something was just off pretty majorly. I didn't feel like myself, and even more self conscious and uncomfortable with who i am than usual. Emily, like usual, was a control freak and stole braulio and jamie from me when it was suppose to be the three of us hanging out. And she always talks to me in a ( Read more... )

yesterday is quite the story-kinda! so rachel and laura came to visit me at uwm and we all went to the hookah bar. We all wore green cuz we had a st. patty's day party to go to afterward :) it was hilarious because the hookah actually made me quite dizzy and buzzed. Probably because i haven't been there in so long and I don't smoke. ANYWAYS, we ( Read more... )

The feeling of spring could not have came about at a better time. The one thing I've needed in so long is something of optimism, and the weather really did it! Brings me back old feelings of summer happiness, which brings me new hope for the summer and other future goals. I've been going on lovely walks downtown, with both emily and lauryn, in the ( Read more... )

Tonight I was once again frustrated with things, and I wasn't sure what to do. And it turned out all I needed was a nice long phone call to my sister megan. I only intended on talking to her for a short 5 minutes or so, but after some time we genuinely talked for at least 2 hours, more or less. It's really nice to have a conversation with her and ( Read more... )

It's been quite a weekend... wednesday was the red hot chili pepper concert! and it was soo amazing, minus the fact that gnarls barkley opened for them. lol but they had AMAZING guitar riffs... i was just a huge fan of their performance in general. Although Anthony did seem a big laggish... sam eigner told me later it was cuz he's sick. I'd ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my birthday! T'was nice... spent the night before at home, and that morning/early afternoon I spent with my family. My mom took me shopping for jeans and food for my dorm. It's always nice gettin small but necessary goodies. I got the SWEETEST bra... please tell me that your bra is less cool than mine. it's yellow and orange. please. ( Read more... )

It makes me sad to think about our loss of innocence as we grow older. I know it happens to all of us as individuals, and though it may not be a discomfort to you yourself, i hate watching other people that i love grow out of their innocent selves ( Read more... )

Its crazy how one element of your life can affect the rest. Eric and I came to the end of our relationship last friday, obviously only several days after valentine's day. Maybe it was just time... not in my mind, but I can only have faith that it will strengthen our friendship in the future. Right now my life feels incomplete. Not just because of ( Read more... )

So I finally got my booty to MN this past weekend to visit eric! but i fortunately got to see rachel and alyssa also!! :D it was really nice, minus the fact that i had to take a 7ish hour bus ride there and back, which took up much of the weekend itself. But I got to see eric's dorm, tour the campus, meet a bunch of his buddies and all that fun ( Read more... )