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just_futz

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Jan 30, 2006 22:52

3 years ago i was laying in a hospital bed.
3 years ago i was comatosed.
3 years ago I had a choice. Live or Die.

...3 years ago life was a lot simpler.

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zesty_is_spicy January 31 2006, 04:06:40 UTC

3 years ago you helped define who i was

just_futz January 31 2006, 04:56:52 UTC

really?

arguile January 31 2006, 04:39:45 UTC

True. But three years ago you were being cheated on by a bitch.

So, fuck three years ago. Live for now.

just_futz January 31 2006, 04:40:44 UTC

well i wasn't thinking about that. but damn..

thanks for reminding me...

:(

arguile January 31 2006, 04:44:47 UTC

Quit bitching. This is what you get for trying to compare the past to the present. You got through it, didn't you? So shut the fuck up about it and don't dwell.

Life isn't confusing, it's different. Trying to make those two words homogenous will cause you too many problems in life.

just_futz January 31 2006, 04:55:17 UTC

Actually, i was just being a douche with the above comment. I really don't give a fuck about that bitch, dawg. I told her to eat shit and die a long time ago.

And i'm not dwelling. I do this every year, just because it's something that changed my life. It's something I'll never be able to get out of my head and never get over. As much as it might not sound like it, this post was a celebration of an anniversary that is very important to me. When I said "Life was a lot simpler" I meant that I only wish I had the choice of live of die. Because now death is not an option, and it's on with life and the million things going on in it, and it's definently not simple. I'm a completely different person now then I was before the accident, and it's because of my accident that I know you, so be thankful. And life is confusing when you're overly indecisive. "YES, NO, YES! FUCK THAT! Oh shit..."

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hazy_cdxx January 31 2006, 06:56:35 UTC

i'm glad you chose to live..
any other way..
and i wouldn't have gotten to know you..
love you josh..
♥

____wireless January 31 2006, 15:30:59 UTC

keep it real mr.white.
and by real i mean well you know
keepin it real

susanita January 31 2006, 20:46:19 UTC

It seemed to come fast this year. I hope you are doing well.
Three years ago. Those are some of the best times of my life.

And like Ben said, happy anniversary. I love you. ♥