i guess the same old thing is coming back again soon. After talking to the last customer, i look at the computer screen, look at my cell phone, look around me, i start to feel so demoralize again.My mind just went blank. I can feel the stress coming back for me.
Alot of words people had said, kept on appearing in my mind, be it pleasant or unpleasant.
I told myself i don't mind how people thinks. In fact when people asked about it, questions start to come in and i can answer them all.
But my heart actually mind i suppose? Because i seem to fear? i don't know. i don't know how long i can maintain, but i just want to try.
Not everyone have the same positive thinkings, but at least i did try.
If things didn't go wrong in the 1st place, i guess we might be even happier now.
Whatever is it , is hard for me not to be demoralize at this moment
and how will you feel and what will do if you see an elderly man, roughly around 70 years old holding onto his walking stick, standing in a super packed train ? I think this people got no feeling at all, don't know whether they have a black or red heart. Still can sit down there play psp =.=
fucking no manner !
Tell me how to stop myself from being demoralize?
Till then ,
Jassy