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Sep 19, 2006 14:23

Feeling a little low today. So far have eaten a little more then usual today ( Read more... )

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elne September 20 2006, 05:16:19 UTC

i just watched that episode too

lucas_v September 20 2006, 13:44:31 UTC

That's what I'm dealing with right now when it comes to my painting. In stead of showing my family what I can do I'm now showing the world what I can do. Good luck.

kris_star_ve_95 April 27 2008, 01:14:05 UTC

hey, I saw you in realthin, and I can completely relate to you in this post... The feelings of never being "good enough"...I have an older sister and have always felt like my parents loved her and I was just kind of the family fuck up, ya know? I'm adding you, add back? =)

just_noticeable April 27 2008, 05:01:45 UTC

Aww hun that really sucks... I definately understand you though.
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wherermywings00 July 13 2008, 09:05:06 UTC

Heyy, I hope you dont mind me commenting you - I found you on a friends journal. I just wanted to tell you that I relate here. Its so easy for me to go on denying my self of food but I know and can feel the effects its having on me. I just had to cut all my hair out so I could pretend I wasnt damaging it.. but yeah, its so difficult to find the balance, cause I thought I would be able to make myself eat, Im aiming to reach 500 cals a day, but then - I end up with a nasty purging habit cause I'll freak out after I've eaten, then I will see cause for punishment, and go for around 96 hours without food. I feel like we sometimes end up in worse states than we were to begin with when we attempt to re-feed, or at least nourish slightly. I want to try and learn my boundary of how much food I can cope with, but it seems my boundary is no food and ANY morsel I eat is too much.

I hope you manage to stay strong through this, Im always here x

mme_rue November 25 2010, 14:16:25 UTC

I'm a stranger so I know it doesn't matter what I say, but I just read this, and I have to say your perseverance is remarkable- your striving for medicine and sports and your good grades. Especially in the face of such an unsupportive atmosphere. You sound like a strong person, and I'm sure if you have an ED, you will be among those who were able to overcome it. :)