Im not exactly the same person i was since ive been on livejournal. Things are different for me now. Different people different situations. Im not pressed for anything right nor am i pressed about anyone. Still lovin Iota and stil lovin my few good friends. Ive eliminated people that wernt really making a positive impact on my life. So ive been ( Read more... )

I cant wait until next year, it just gives me more opportunity do the things i didnt get to do this year. This was a hell of a year. I will not let the summer go to waste though. Yes thats right there is happiness in my voice. We will have a happy teddybear for today:)I love having people you can talk to and i love not having to sit and "reflect" ( Read more... )

yea me and kiss are up studying for finals...its not looking too good.Someone please come give us like a shot of energy or a prayer or something. I might as well not even go to sleep. I wanna go home now. I wonder what he's doing. I spoke to him earlier. I wonder what the other one is doing. I havnt talked to him in a couple days.<3pandy

My time has expired, its time to go home. I will pick up where I left off next time around.

May 5th 2006 1:25am i took on a very big thing. I am now an Iota Sweetheart of the lastest and greatest Iota Phi Theta Fraternity INNNNcorperated. It brings on great responsibilities that i didnt think of before. But i love it. I love my sisters and my brothers dearly.But anyways thats enough for tonite.<3pandy
S.C.Bear Elements

Its been one hell of a weekend. I offically crossed iota sweethearts May 5th 1:25am. While during the process I may have had doubts, im so proud now. I love my Iota family, they are the greatest and most loving people. They would do things for me my own biological family wouldnt even do for me.Everything has just been wonderful, my only fear now is ( Read more... )

I think I finally see what it is God wants me to do. A window of opportunites are starting to become apparent. My I view them I think about some of the things my friends told me about myself, this well help me a lot in acomplishing what Im after. Nite all. Pandy<3

I really fucking hate my life right now. I got myslef involved in something and i dont know if i wanna go on. I dont know if its worth it anymore. People tell me that the prize at the end is so great but why the fuck should i believe it? I just dont know and I havnt got my guy to talk to anymore so i cant even really tell him about it, although he ( Read more... )

Im thinking about all of our songs right now. You know the ones im talking about. I really wanna see you. Youre probably sleeping peacefully right now without a care in the world. I love you.

I was doing okay but now Im starting to miss him. Its been a really long time since I spoke to him, but thats not why I miss him. I had a dream about us last night, we were at some car show I think and I didnt know he would be there and we were like "oh, hi" So later on we started talking to eachother and we decided that we would never let anything ( Read more... )