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Because I've hardly slept in the last 24 hours, and because...hell, I don't know. I just need to get some stuff off my chest.
Before anyone waggles a finger at me or calls me the big bad wolf (ha, I know), I think everyone needs to know that there is not one person in this world - aside from the parents - who loves my brother as much as I do. No one thinks higher of him than I do. And yeah, he's got his faults just like me, but you know what? He's still perfect to me. And...I just had to say that.
And...the thing is...I'm not perfect. It took Jeff a long time to realize some of the shit that was going on with me when I was a teenager. So yeah...people can tell me I should have told him, but you know what? I didn't. Because honestly, anyone out there - if you're a young teenage girl and you're messing around with your brother's best friend...are you really going to go tell him? No. And maybe I should have told him when I got older, but I didn't. I don't share those things with him, and he doesn't want to know who I screw around with.
I just...I love my brother. And I just had to make that 100% damn clear in case anyone thinks otherwise. I don't care if you all know I screwed up, but I don't want anyone thinking I don't care about and admire Jeff.
Before anyone waggles a finger at me or calls me the big bad wolf (ha, I know), I think everyone needs to know that there is not one person in this world - aside from the parents - who loves my brother as much as I do. No one thinks higher of him than I do. And yeah, he's got his faults just like me, but you know what? He's still perfect to me. And...I just had to say that.
And...the thing is...I'm not perfect. It took Jeff a long time to realize some of the shit that was going on with me when I was a teenager. So yeah...people can tell me I should have told him, but you know what? I didn't. Because honestly, anyone out there - if you're a young teenage girl and you're messing around with your brother's best friend...are you really going to go tell him? No. And maybe I should have told him when I got older, but I didn't. I don't share those things with him, and he doesn't want to know who I screw around with.
I just...I love my brother. And I just had to make that 100% damn clear in case anyone thinks otherwise. I don't care if you all know I screwed up, but I don't want anyone thinking I don't care about and admire Jeff.