someday i will tell you about my life. but for now let's just say i miss you.

life is better. period. i might be in hawaii as soon as sunday. maybe even saturday. i like the sun.

change. it could be big. it could be nothing. it doesn't matter. i hate it all.

i love that i can put on headphones and everyone stops talking to me. i don't even have to have music playing. it makes me happy.

I am getting off of this ship very very soon. I am going to the American ships. I got an email today, either I pick NCL or I pick NCLA for good. NCLA has health benefits. It has paid vacations. It has american boys... Apperently people will hate me because I have a desirable job on the ship. Oh well. We don't work much at all. We have half ( Read more... )

Nicole Blaser
M.S. Norwegian Star
Cruise Staff, YC
C/O Quay Cruise Agencies
21905 64TH Ave W Ste 301B
Mountlake Terrace, WA 98043

I am in Skagway. Today. Yesterday I was in Juneau. In two days I will be in Ketchikan. I love it. Carnival cruise line offered me a job as a social hostess. Everyone says you do not want to work for Carnival. I don't know what I will do. I think I will wait this contract out, because so far I like it. I will give my address soon. Please ( Read more... )

Boredom is a terrible thing.


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lost at sea

"but i loved him..." it is hard to come home.  i always end up feeling a bit lost because everything you knew you knew is slightly different.  people have different inside jokes.  a funny look is easily misinterpreted.  going out will never compare to the times you had before or there.  people are lost or tired.  and i'll always feel a little bit ( Read more... )