How Ashley should improve for 2006:


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I haven't really had anytime for myself latly.. I have been working all the time.. and the days i dont work i cant do anything.. i donno.. It is just frustrating.. I wish i could just excape. I remember the fun I had in the cities with well one of the people from the past.. I could just sit there and read and not feel crushed with reality.. It was ( Read more... )

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Rachel and I decided out of no where to go on trip to Mn to visit Issa, Tina, Bella, And Allison.. it was very fun accually.. She went out to the bar, I stayed back at the dorms and watched movies and shit it was good times.. Im glad that i got to see them before im possilby moving.. That situation has gotten complicated currently.. but i dont want ( Read more... )

I'm really glad with the people I have in my life right now.. I was having this really bad craving to cut last night I mean worst then it's ever been.. and It would not leave me.. and neither would SoCal.. I owe her a patch of skin on my body that would have been fucked up right now if it wasnt for her.. I havent cut for about 5 months now.. I ( Read more... )

I was having a bad night and decided to buck up and make a good night out of it.. so i found myself at Adams house drinking a shit ton to much.. but i was able to control myself i found myself a lesbian pimp well not really a pimp i was just a straight girl's fatacy at the moment.... oh what a fuckin ego boost im ready for anything that is thrown ( Read more... )

So me and Rachel decided that it would be fun times to go to the cities and venture.. We went to see my friend Issa that moved there for collage.. It was fucking fun I missed her sooo much! So random trips are definetally the best trips... I dont know how to discribe it being in the cities just opens your mind up it shows you more oppertunity so ( Read more... )

I've had this weird feeling all day that I cant really shake... I woke up once at 11:30 and looked at the clock and thought well i have no reason to wake up and kinda just fell asleep agian and woke up agian looked at the clock it was 11:50 something.. and thought well i have noone to wake up for and forced myself to fall asleep agian..I made ( Read more... )

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