please notice the change of email address in my profile.

this is now my permanent, new address. please send any future mail there.

thanks.

i hope everyone had a bangin' weekend ( Read more... )

big thanks to leslie who sent this to me. i thought it was so perfect, i had to share it with everyone. finally, a journalist who is not afraid to speak the truth...http://www.boston.com/dailyglobe2/316/living/

whew. i'm more calm today. i confronted him and he lied and i told him to leave me alone or i will not hesitate to put a restraining order on his ass. he threatened to beat me up, kill me and then beat up the boy i'm going on a date with this week. issues, psychotic does not even begin to describe him. i don't care that he is seeing someone else, ( Read more... )

he passed away this morning, early. they called us. we are arranging funeral services. i can't believe this has happened and that he is gone. i am preparing a speech for the funeral. i'm not feeling too social, i'll be back in a couple of days ( Read more... )

on saturday, i went to stay at my friend's house to get away for a bit. my grandfather had steady levels but seemed to be exhausted from all the people around, so i took the opportunity as a chance to relax with friends and it was great. a really good weekend actually ( Read more... )

yesterday, my friends stopped by to see me. they took me thrift shopping and asked for my help with their halloween costumes. they were patsy and edie of ab fab, i was supposed to be bubble, but i decided not to go for obvious reasons. i asked my friend to be bubble for me ( Read more... )

last night when i left the hospital, in the doorway of the initial entry, a beautiful indian woman was holding a little boy. he looked as if he had maybe just turned a year old. he had a head of curly black hair and when i glanced at him from the corner of my eye, i found two wide, great bright blue eyes staring back at me. he was smiling huge and ( Read more... )

i feel so broken. you know when you are so sad that your chest feels like it is just crumbling into sharp pieces, piercing your insides ( Read more... )

i'm uncomfortable with the page so dull and blank, so i'm adding this. this is especially enjoyed by number20 ( Read more... )