happy festivas ( Read more... )

today snowed, that made me happy. now im sad, but of course im sad, cause im like always sad. im stressed about school, im stressed about christmas shopping (which cant be done without money) and im stressed about friends and family ( Read more... )

i had to wake up at 3:30 to go to nyc. we had to take 2 bus's there and back. every bus ride sucked. the first one i slept, the second ride that went from boston to NYC, my window was shaking and squeaking the whole time and i couldnt sleep. then we got to new york and we went to bubba gumps for lunch and i had the best fried shrimp i have ever had ( Read more... )

well, another friday night with nothing to do and no one to talk to. i could of gone to a pasta party but didnt cause i thought i was gonna be busy, oh but i was wrong. no one is home. no one is gonna be home for a while. and they all just left me here.. i am so sad right now, this week sucked, tonight sucks, and i basically suck at life ( Read more... )

last night i went to leannes till 10-ish. we played super mario, ate frosted cheerios and she made me laugh so hard i kinda threw up.. oh man it was so funny. then we got kicked outta johns room and went into hers and watched Old Yeller. John came in and once again i laughed so hard,oh man, he was making the funniest faces. i love my cousins so ( Read more... )

i don't know whats wrong with me. life is shitty right now ( Read more... )

well im bored. no one really talks to me anymore, online or anywhere. life is kinda dull at the moment. i am so bored right now, i just have to do something. like run around or go crazy! ehh ( Read more... )

MIchael ended up staying over last night and tonight. he had his surgery and came out fine. while michael was getting that done paul and i walked around Boston for the day, in the rain.. we went to wendys, and newbury comics, and some mall, and a few cd shops. then we went back to the hospitol. we had to get 2 test thingys, i forget what the first ( Read more... )

today sucked. i was mostely pretty sad. but i had a few smiles and laughs here and there. i dont know, i just have a lot on my mind and a lot is going on. it just seems like no one cares for some reason. but sometimes i like that no one cares cause i usually hate it when i dont feel like talking and people are all up in my face like ohh you look ( Read more... )

2 more days.. just 2 more days until hell. i am really scared and i am so stressed out about a bunch of things.

last night i slept for 12 hours, and i really needed it cause lately i cant sleep, ive been waking up a lot.

school tomorrow, then boston tuesday, then the rest of the week will be a little messed up.

boys are mean