I have to wake up. This cant be real. My life could not possibly be so bad. Why cant this be a dream? But then again, thats all life really is, isnt it? One big dream on our way to death ( Read more... )

i got my computer back.. thought you would want to know, oh wait, sorry i forgot, you dont care about anything that has to deal with me.. glad your having a great life, but take a look around.. not all of us are doing that great..

just wanted to say hey to you all, im in the middle of the ocean and got on to write in my journal again! i love yous and am thinking of you all!
XoXo
jenenne

man sent me this... it made me feel like someone cared..

No matter how much I say I love you, you cant love me back. Strong feelings and compassion is what you lack. I am moving on, and up steps, though a flight of them is what you fell down. You can't take nothing away from me, this princess still wears her crown*

wow that was a LOW blow it really hurt

so hey guys. whats new? nothing with me really.. i just got off work so im writing to you all. im tired. um, i dont work tomorrow! =) im so excited. um, i work wed 3:30-9:30. and thurs 6-10. so yea. yep yep. so i asked off work the 18-26 for vacation, i asked this off the beginning of this month. and i called and asked if i had it off. and she got ( Read more... )

[Chorus: Ashanti ( Read more... )

well, im gonna try and just make my life ok from now on.. i saw him yesterday. and i just loved him with all that i was.. and it broke my heart. i want him so bad. and i know he wants me too.. so why cant this crap work? ugh!!!!!!!!!! i dunno.. hm, i had work today which stinked. cause i didnt wanna go at all but, i did. and just it was bad. i ( Read more... )

this is all so wierd.. ugh.. but its gonna be okay in the end right? right.. well i got a new game today and i got gas (which took forever!) and yea thats it.. im gonna call off sick tomorrow.. im debating on staying up until 7 or just going to sleep and waking up.. i dunno. ugh! i cant decide.. but well leave a comment if you would like.. it lets ( Read more... )

so i spent the day laying around.. whats new? had work 5:30-9:30 i had to clean pee off the floor.. it sucked. ugh. im so tired. i get paid tomorrow though so im excited.. hehe. <3. but yea i just dont know what to say.. staci, i need your email address, i need to send you something.. thanks! i love yous. hope your having a blast up there. I miss ( Read more... )