Is it wrong that I can't control myself when you walk into the room? When you look at me now I feel as if I'm about to scream, with cheeks rosy, I ask for courage. I ask for strength to make things work out. Secrets and lies to most, I wonder what will become of this. Will you be just another, or could we ever be something more? I've eaten the ( Read more... )

What's done is done. I don't regret anything, as usual. I can't. I would like to say that it is nothing personal, but I guess that could be hard to say, as things of this matter are generally personal. It's not a blame thing, and nothing was really done wrong. I knew from the beginning that this was never going to go anywhere, and I feel ashamed ( Read more... )

Since I don't work until later, I figured I should post ( Read more... )

ACK. I just wanted to say that I REALLY REALLY hate CSS. I wanted to update my journal with a template that I had made myself, really only because I can whip out some wicked blog templates. My blogger can do it, why can't LJ? It's weak. Well I'm going to post a picture of what I wanted to change my template to, just cause I worked hard on it (well ( Read more... )

Some people are douchebags. I had a few people over the other night, and decided to break out the PS2, which it seems I haven't touched in a few months. It seemed I had a bit of a booting problem, so I checked to see if the Hard drive was loose. It wasn't loose, it was just gone. Not even just the 320gig HD, but the whole damned network adapter. ( Read more... )

Quickly before work I just wanted to say that I had a decent weekend overall. Friday morning was excellent, somehow resulting in me throwing green beans all over the floor at dinner that night. Oh, I have some great friends ( Read more... )

So I have been apartment hunting apparently. Not really anything I wanted to do, but something that just sort of came up. I've had it in the back of my mind for a while that I didn't want to live here anymore. Its not really about this place, but it's costing me a fortune, and although I've lived here for a year I've needed some sort of change to ( Read more... )

I've decided that I love to write. Nothing really in particular, but I have always used writing to express myself, well that and music. I think that it's annoying when people that you assume are "creative writers" lack the luster and the creativity to actually produce something that is a worthwhile read. I also like to read, maybe this is where my ( Read more... )

I've decided that I'm not really angry and I'm not really sad, nor am I any more frustrated or even content. I'm currently in the state of limbo waiting to make my next strategical move. I'm neither aggressive in my point of views, or really even do I care if you accept them. All I do know is that I need to soon go back to my roots, for as I enjoy ( Read more... )

I've accepted this. I've become so hollow ( Read more... )