it's been a long while since my last post. a lot has happened since then. too much has happened since then. you never expect life to throw so much at you all at once, or to take so much from you all at once. august has left me feeling surreally. i can't even imagine what it's going to feel like at thanksgiving and Christmas. so much will be missing ( Read more... )

it felt like a scene straight from the silver screen as i stepped out of the car and heard wonderfully rich orchestra music, the type of music that is only heard in movies of the '40s. the night would have been defined by its perfect combination of warm air and a slight breeze had it not been for the big screen (beyond the lamp-lit river) that ( Read more... )

well, ok...so it wasn't rome and i'm not audrey hepburn, but it was a lovely holiday and it was much needed. thanks friends =)

"are you twins? sisters? well you look a lot like and you are both about the same height"
i've always wanted a twin ;)

life is too vague to be understood ( Read more... )

today at work, it felt as if everyone was a little peculiar about something, like they all knew something about me that i just couldn't figure out. there wasn't really any reason why i should have felt like people had some sort of secret knowledge about my life hidden behind their eyes. there was just a beaming smile here and a "stay out of ( Read more... )

those boys, they sure do know how to play ball =)

on a different note...i need to just relax. breathe in. and be myself. i can totally own this, i just have to let myself own it.

sunburnt and contemplative
i try to calm my brain
how am i to sleep
if i can't move without pain?
next time i hope i'm wiser
and bring some sunscreen.

i caught a case of water with my arm at work today. i'm expecting a nice bruise to appear in the next couple of days....to go along with the ones i have already acquired. the funny thing about bruises is that they don't always show up right away. sometimes it takes days for the markings to appear and remind you of some past mishap that left you in ( Read more... )

Time now to spread your wings
To take to flight
The life endeavour
Aim for the burning sun
You're trapped inside
But you can still be free
If time will set you free
But it's a long, long way to go.

I got a story it's almost finished
all i need is someone to tell it too
maybe, that's you.work. sleep. work. sleep. work. exhaustion ( Read more... )