I can't wait to go to college because I can't wait to start again. I need to be somewhere where people haven't made up their minds about me. I need to go somewhere where I can't lament over lost friends because I won't have to face them and feel the distance we've traveled from each other over the last few years. I always manage to fuck ( Read more... )

Sooooo tomorrow I have to stay after school until the major donor's dinner thing (I honestly don't think the major donors to the field house care about seeing us using the DANCE room, but whatever). I'm practicing with my pianist for the Master's Recital- does anyone want to stay with me and warm up with me? eh? Calls between 2:45 and 5:30 will be ( Read more... )

Oh my, what a difference a day makes. I guess people usually use that saying to mean that their mood has changed. Mine has not. I am still the mood-swingy PMS rachael that I was yesterday. But the possibilities that existed today don't exist anymore ( Read more... )

just so everyone knows, amy and I are have a purim/birthday party on March 18th at my house. Dress up ( Read more... )

It's funny how you can feel so much more alone in a crowd than by yourself. But that is how it goes. You see other people laughing and flirting, and you are just sitting there staring. Or maybe you're laughing and flirting with them, but there is something they don't know, and you want to tell them, but you can't. That's the worst kind of ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOO this weekend (if I have time), I am going to rent a dvd that teaches latin ballroom dancing. And I want everyone to come learn with me. It would be sunday because saturday ( Read more... )

WHAT? an awesome dance-a-thon, lead by Performing Arts Board of springside school) to raise money for a destroyed performing arts school in New Orleans ( Read more... )

5 minutes working on lab + 30 minutes being confused + 25 minutes complaining about Hillinck = 1 hour of good, clean fun doing a chem lab with Karen ( Read more... )

This has pretty much been the best weekend of my life. The only thing that could make it more perfect would be NAAAAADDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE. I miss her. I also miss most of my jazz cds. They seem to have disappeared. I was thinking of doing a jazz song as part of my set for the master's recital, but it's been a while, and ms. ( Read more... )

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