feeling discouraged...

[justageek9]

last night at work was.... awful. i felt like everyone was watching me to see what i was going to do- not in an anxiety attack way, but like everyone knew something i didn't. like val was ticked at me or something (my manager)...

first it all started that amanda was talking to val about how she wishes she could get sunday's off just to go to church

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[shevdog]

I sorry. This might sound gay coming from me, yet you need a hug.

[hug]

[justageek9]

haha, it doesn't sound gay, but it does sound silly. i need a hug & a car. haha!

[missionarybarb]

my poor youth pastor sister!!! want me to make funny faces at the subway people?

I totally understand the feeling discouraged thing, I was/am there, still looking for somewhere to help pay the bills, i officially come on staff and the youth kick of the 5th so then i will start getting monies, but yeah, it's hard being an adult, especially when the world around us tries to bring us down by attacking the areas that are going to soft spots right?

I will pray that God brings you an awesome new job in addition to the church, (that's with teens too!) that makes you happy, and remember you're awesome girl, Jesus loves you for who you are.

[justageek9]

thanks barb! making faces at them probably wouldn't make things any better. thanks for your prayers, hon! i could also use prayers for God's provision of a car. (then i could get the better job!)

[missionarybarb]

it may not make anything better but it may make someone laugh,and laughter is medicine to the soul and hey laughing is fun! and i like to make faces! and i mean really who threatens to come somewhere and make faces at someone?!?

i will pray for a vehicular. Jesus will provide for what you need when you need it, He always does that way, the testing times make us stronger. I am reading this book by erwin mcmanus, like i love this man for real, but the way he points out little bits of truth it's good. the tough times will come but trust in God He is with you through the pressure cooker and all, and His plans will succeed through all the toughest times. he know's what's up. and He's got your back, so stay strong and trust in His character.