i have got to get away

happy birthday to me yesterday.

do you know what its like to feel scared all the time? to be constantly in a state of anxiety?? every time i get a break from it and i feel almost calm the first thing i do is sleep bc i dont know when ill be able to do it again. im serious. im always scared.

i was looking over my livejournal entries from the end of freshman year and the summer after that. its funny how much people change. its also funny how little people change.

i cant remember my user id or pin number for the bank website. i fail.

definitely cant sleep. definitely wasting time on this CRAZY STUPID NERD BOX. definitely sound like rain man ( Read more... )

are you kidding with this!??

cant sleep cant sleep cant sleep....

bad!

ITS GETTING BETTER ALL THE TIME!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ee.

wheres joanna?

way too drunk last night. had a great time though. glad to see rich and jim.

i wish home wasnt so far away

raining raining. last night the rain was fun and mike and i rode bikes to the wawa to get cigarettes and i fell off mine right in front of the only cop in wildwood. he was nice though and only asked if i was okay. i was....i was just completely faced and a little scrapey.

now the rain is less good and so is everything.

I'm not good at this game ( Read more... )