I've decided to leave behind my thoughts for each of you. Love me, hate me, I don't care which. Fact of the matter is, I want you all to know what I truly think
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Disclaimer: Serious Public Affection ImpendingshroudofpurityApril 24 2006, 17:28:28 UTC
Shannon,
The words typed beyond count. the crazy number of hours spent talking, this amazing wordless unity in everything, for how complete it is, like we’ve always been, and for everything still to come (weeks infact July *bounces !!!*). I'll never be able to express how deeply my love runs ... We'll both try. Hunny, we're ours and ours alone *grins*.
Found each other at the right time in the most unlikely of places. Blessed fate. We found that cherished last piece. My soul mate. My inspiration. My lover. My loved. So much more ...
Won't you sing to me your poetry, won't you take me to your home, won't you be for me forever, so I'll never be alone ???
If I rock at all Shannon, it's because you inspired me to strive for better things, always keeping me in check. One of the most important lessons you taught me is that it's pointless to hold grudges, life is much too short to always be angry at someone.
Saddening. One of the few people in the vast online community of people I talk to that I could call a 'real' friend. You have to come around every once in a while, though.
And don't worry, I'll break free of the net. Probably won't be until I move out of South Carolina though.
Damn, I love you. *cuddles* Stupid as it sounds, I was actually crying reading that. Like...not bawling or shit, but just like...damn. I dunno, feels like the end of an era, for all of us. I'm gonna miss you way more than you probably think, heh. Take bloody good care of yourself, or I'll come and get you. That's not a threat, it's a promise
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Bah. I hate drama. And you leave NOW? When I'd probably be getting 'Net access again in a few weeks? Four days before my birthday? Fine... You just better play FF8 through to the end, else bad things might happen to you...
I knew it was happening, though. You're the third online person I've cared about that's just drifted away, and I know the signs by now. Oh well. I'll get over it. Hmm... Now... That leaves me with pretty much nobody to talk to when I'm online. 'cept whats-her-name, and I don't even like her.
This is definitely gonna add to my recent misery and loneliness. If only I could be heartless again...
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The words typed beyond count. the crazy number of hours spent talking, this amazing wordless unity in everything, for how complete it is, like we’ve always been, and for everything still to come (weeks infact July *bounces !!!*). I'll never be able to express how deeply my love runs ... We'll both try. Hunny, we're ours and ours alone *grins*.
Found each other at the right time in the most unlikely of places. Blessed fate. We found that cherished last piece. My soul mate. My inspiration. My lover. My loved. So much more ...
Won't you sing to me your poetry, won't you take me to your home, won't you be for me forever, so I'll never be alone ???
Your Paulus.
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And don't worry, I'll break free of the net. Probably won't be until I move out of South Carolina though.
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I knew it was happening, though. You're the third online person I've cared about that's just drifted away, and I know the signs by now. Oh well. I'll get over it. Hmm... Now... That leaves me with pretty much nobody to talk to when I'm online. 'cept whats-her-name, and I don't even like her.
This is definitely gonna add to my recent misery and loneliness. If only I could be heartless again...
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