I tried to OD yesterday. Then I woke up again. Can't even kill myself right. I'm a failure at even trying to kill myself.

Watching an episode of Ghost Adventures wherein they try to communicate with the dead daughter of one of their equipment suppliers, and it got me thinking about my own death. I mean admittedly I have been thinking about it a lot, but I'm proud to say that it's not in the taking it myself way. But yeah, she died at like 18 or 17, and it made me ( Read more... )

I started poking holes on the veins of my wrist using a safety pin. I just really wanna see the blood flow. I wanna see myself die. I want to see the blood rushing out. I want to so bad. I want to see the blood flow. Is this some gateway shit. Should I tell someone? Should I blatantly tell someone.  What I'm doing. What I've done. Should I? And is ( Read more... )

i just wanna ask the right person to go with me to the doctor on saturday
god i am so fucking scared idek why
why are you so far away :(
god i miss you so much

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   The person and the moon were the greatest of friends. Every night the moon would come down to earth for the person so they could talk, and talk, and talk, and talk, until the moon was finally pulled back into place by the night sky ( Read more... )

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i just really wanna see the point in what('s) happened (happening) to us ( Read more... )

because i really really like the ocean too ( Read more... )