It's too hard

[justamormon]

I started that other blog because I wanted to be positive. I wanted to put myself out there as someone who was happy, and who was in control of her life.

I've discovered that it only makes things worse when you pretend. All of the intentions are there, I'm just so sick of pretending that everything else is fine.

Now I'm an 18-year-old wreck who can't

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[handsomejin]

I know it might not mean much because you don't know me, and it's not really my business to get involved in this, but I just want you to know that I'm going to be thinking of you, and praying my hardest for you. I know that you will be able to find someone to talk to, that there are always people who love you, even if you don't believe it or can't see or feel it directly. Even if you might not believe intently in a Heavenly Father, I know, know, know that there is one, and He loves you infinitely and He's here for you always .

I don't know you, but I care about you and I hope with my whole heart that things get easier for you soon. Please hang in there, and know that with time and hope, things will begin to look up again.

--Riley