I have had to quit smoking numerous times and every time that i do, i begin to have the most vivid dreams. It makes me wonder what pot is doing to me that it blocks my ability to dream ( Read more... )

I think that im at a breaking point. I have so many things ideas and absolutely no way of expressing them. It is really sad that everything takes money ( Read more... )

I have recently been exposed to Band of Horses and i love it. They played in atlanta on New years eve but didnt get word till the last second . I was totally down for sneaking in as was my friend as the tickets were going to cost $26 dollars ( Read more... )

After next week, i will most likely be moving to Las Vegas.

So i am spinning the proverbial mapquest globe to see where i should venture to. That feeling is so liberating. Discussions of a complete uproot from this lifestyle that i have regrettably gotten used to, has really gotten me excited to see whats next. Do i choose the Puerto Rico or Do i choose the surf of southern california or the slopes of an ( Read more... )

Ok first ( Read more... )

it is pretty amazing when you can see mistakes you are making now and you continue to them happen anyway. thats what im doing right now. And why don't i stop it? Because i am an idiot ( Read more... )

first entry in my new laptop. feels awesome. The internet is going to consume my life for a few days/weeks so hopefully i can catch up with the world and out from under the dorm/cell block that i live in ( Read more... )

I just recorded a cover of one of my new favorite Radiohead songs. Go Slowly.

Please excuse the imperfections. i did it in just a few hrs. I am also not the best guitar player or singer for that matter.

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im so close to moving to ohio to work at cedar point amusement park. im stoked. im ready to leave this town. Heartbroken, however.