Fuck it, I love you even if I'm gonna feel like shit by the time I get to you. Now the sky is turning blue, the stars they disappear one by one as the daylight nears. And yes, you're in my head, but that doesn't make you here. I've lost all my friends, but you're the one I miss the most. And now I'm almost there, yeah I'm almost to the coast. And ( Read more... )

The saddest part of a broken heart isn't the ending so much as the start.
The tragedy starts from the very first spark, losing your mind for the sake of your heart.
The saddest part of a broken heart isn't the ending so much as the start.

I HATE YOU. I HATE THAT I CAN'T GO ON A WEBSITE WITHOUT MY CHEST BURNING AND MY WHOLE BODY SHAKING AND I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO VOMIT. THE VERY SIGHT OF YOU MAKES ME SICK. I HATE YOU. I HATE WHAT YOU'RE DOING. I HATE THIS. I HATE THAT YOU MAKE ME GO THROUGH FUCKING WITHDRAWAL. FUCK. YOU.

Oh. And I'm just a selfish, guilt-tripping monster. A liar and a cheater and a slacker and a monster.

I won't accept the love that is given to me because of how badly I seek the love that I don't deserve or receive. I'm making myself incredibly ill and it's gotten to the point where my childish intuition just wants to abandon ship, call a quits, throw myself on the floor in an unnecessary tantrum and pound my fists into the ground and scream that ( Read more... )

I don't see why it's all right that I'm not allowed to talk to people but you are.

I don't know that I've ever experienced anything as true or love/hate as this. I laugh because when I wake up I want to punch you and call you dumb, yet at the end of the day I find myself fast asleep, smiling in your loving arms. Yeah, I'll miss it. I'll miss mindlessly arguing with you over absolutely nothing with no real circumstance and I'll ( Read more... )

I absolutely one hundred percent hate living here right now. I can't wait to move to Gainesville. Not having a good day. At all ( Read more... )

Livejournal is stuuuuupid!

oh my mornings: i seriously think i'm dying ( Read more... )