These past days have been amazing.
I can't get enough.

I need to start working again.
I'm ready to get back to school, I'm going to do really well this semester.

I had the worst nightmare while I was napping today.
My mom shaved her head because I caused her so much greif.
I woke up so upset.

Today was...
I'm not sure.
There was a lot of happiness.
And a whole lot of saddness.

I'm going to try to make things better.
They have to get better.
That is the only option. I won't let it get worse.

So Andy has reached the ultimate level of laziness. I have to admit, I am mostly to blame. But really, the point of this is to tell you that Andy just made me put his socks on his feet.

Devin came home last night.
It isn't quiet around here any more, thank god.
I'm going to make us all dinner tonight.
Andy needs to hurry up and get off work.

Craziness ( Read more... )

This new year's doesn't seem like it is going to be that much fun.
I want to get drunk.
I better get a damn kiss at midnight.

So, Andy fixed my internet and as of now it is working. That is not to say that it will be working in ten minutes, but for now, it does ( Read more... )

Things are not going so well.
I know I'm supposed to be excited about Christmas only being a few days away but the one thing I want most I can't have. I'm starting to accept this as much as I don't want to. I tried to not think about it, and that worked for a while but now there is no more hiding.
I need to go home. I need to be held.

On the fifth day of Christmas my true love gave to me, five golden rings. Its almost Christmas, only a week to go. I Have almost all of my Christmas stuff ready. I only have a few more gifts to buy. I have all of the presents I have bought so far already wrapped and under the tree. We made gingerbread houses, I don't know what is wrong with you ( Read more... )

I feel so bad right now. I have gotten two calls in the past few days of my friends crying. Tonight was particularly heart wrenching because she means so much to me and I know she could use some there to hold her. I'll be home in a few days but I know that everything will be worked out by then. These are the times that I wish I was still at home.