I just got home from yet another 16 hour day. I've returned to the dark (but oh so sweet) side of cigarettes again. Hopefully it's just temporary. I failed my first test ever (in chemistry). I'm so broke it's ridiculous. Someone find me a new job! Despite the usual shittyness that is my life, I'm happy! As much as everything is sucking right now I ( Read more... )

"...Just know that I am always there in spirit, I am that small piece inside of you telling you to hold on, I am that last bit of energy that gets you through each day, and I am the little push that makes everything ok ( Read more... )

Yea. So I guess it's been awhile. These past few months have been really crazy for me. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've been through a lot of crap but I think I've learned a lot and realized a lot too... Family is everything. They are supposed to be there for you no matter what. And so it's really painful when they are not there and ( Read more... )

Some one once told me that I can't save the world. Despite the simplicity, It's some of the best advice I've ever received ( Read more... )

It's recently sunk in that the majority of my good friends have up and left to go to a different country, state, or city. Not that I mind at all being a totally homebody, it's just sort of depressing when I actually feel like going out and then I realize I can't since there's no one to hang with... because my only two friends are working. =/ Some ( Read more... )

Birthday in 5 days, Boston in 10 days. I got a haircutt. Life is good.
I love my new tattoo !

Artwork by the one and only: Jaime Beermann .
xoxo
( yea babbbby ! )

Rest In Peace, Heather Nardy. A good and talented girl who just was misguided. You will be dearly missed and the good times remembered...

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Ok, so I have officially discovered the worst possible human emotion: Still loving some one who ripped out my heart, cut it up into a million tiny pieces, and then stomped on the remains. Some one who made me feel worthless and threw me away like a fucking piece of garbage after I gave every bit of my fragile, damaged self to him. Someone who fed ( Read more... )

So the past week has been pretty crappy, to say the least. I watched Closer and it made me think of how shitty people and relationships can be. I wish fucked up people would wear signs to notify normal people of their handicaps, so then I wouldn't have to waste my time. Wouldn't that make life so much easier?? It's funny, too, because I thought you ( Read more... )

Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes? Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you. Does he know that place below your neck is your favorite to be ( Read more... )