I hope you look back on this in ten years and remember all the good times we've had and how excellent it was for all of us to be so young and care-free. I hope you can learn to forgive yourself and not worry so much all the time about things that don't really need THAT much attention. I want you to know, you're beautiful and I would have loved you ( Read more... )

Remember when all of these entries were about Josh Hissem? haha

i feel as though i always work myself up and think everything is going to be so great. but things just seem to end up sub - par or just plain. never fun or interesting. boring almost.

I shouldn't have cheated on you.

I really wish jealousy didn't exist at all. I am sick of feeling this gross all the time. I just want to keep it under control but i feel like othello.

And. I wish you didn't kiss me.

i keep having these weird dreams last night i had one where i had to pee so bad ( Read more... )

we used to be such good friends you and me
and you and me
and you and me
and you and me
and you and me
and you and I
and you and I
and you and I and me
and you and I and me and
all of us

not no more

Dear Journal,
        NEVERMIND!

deep down i feel like the greater evil in this world is sitting back and watching as things unfold
it says to itself
"everything is going according to plan."

Dear Live Journal ( Read more... )