meh, thats all i have to say about everything thats goin on at this particular moment. and dont look into too much, nothing interesting has been goin on

i quit

well idk my birthday was last sat. that sucked i hate having birthdays everyone thinks they need to give me shit i dont want stuff from people i havent earned anything yet but thanks to everyone that did give me stuff your all too sweet and i thank you, i guess thats about it meh ohh well peace dudes

when i die i can see myself alone with nothing. no one around to help me no one around to even realize that im not ok. when i die i see pain i see suffering is see no love i see no hope or joy. when i die theres goin to be just me if im in a room then i did something better than i for saw for myself. dude basically im just saying that i really dont ( Read more... )

DEATH is what i want but LIFE is what ive been given

sometimes getting what you want isnt always best now is it....

st. patrick's day is in 2 days nice goin to be a good time, and i got a skateboard no im not goin to truely start skating again im just goin to fuck around and now have one more way of hurting myself for pure amusement ok thats the end of my life enjoy yourselves everyone peace

i really think i should just die i mean im not going to because i care about how everyone else much more than myself but living just sucks and i wish i was never here to see it. i cant remember the last time that i was actually happy i cant think a time where i went im glad to be alive. everything just sux and it never lets up it just piles on and ( Read more... )

fuck im dead

well ive been hearing things about how people feel like they're growing up and i dont know i dont think ive grown up at all i think im still just the dumb ass little kid that i was like 5 years ago. i dont see any real change.... haha im sure if any girls that i had a chance with and that read this will probably not like me at all anymore haha i ( Read more... )

i hate today

fuck you valentine's day

i hate fucking valentines day, hate it with a passion, such a corporate holiday. all the happy people get to be happy all the sad people get to watch all the happy people be happy. yeah thats fun to see. all the great little couples goin around "ohh i love you honey, and i you dear"aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! fucking god damn mother fucking piece of ( Read more... )