not too sure yet

[justconfuzzled]

well now i have a boyfriend. isnt that what ive been wanting for? then why is nothing differnt? ive become slightly dependent.. not on really on him but on stuff and i drink a lot. like u see people drunk on weekends, its "YEAA PARTY!" but this is more like woo hoo.. and sleep. i also, i dont know. im still stuck. i owe him more, so much more. i

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[melloyello42]

i hope you haven't forgotten me... i will always be there to give you genuine laughs, smiles, joy and belonging. i will always be there to sympathize and to console for you. you can't ever forget that because if you can't remember anybody else being there to do that for you, than you have nothing, but you do.. i'm still here and i will always be until, something really bad happens to me.. let's hope a long time... i love you suzy boozy... don't forget..