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[justdoingmyjob]

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[orderonto]

I used to.

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[justdoingmyjob]

You know, you're going to have to---

[justdoingmyjob]

It's not like---

[justdoingmyjob]

And now?

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[treadingdawn]

I wouldn't say meant to... but maybe at times we all get the feeling that we are capable of it if we truly apply our mind and heart.

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[justdoingmyjob]

Do you think it's a good feeling to have?

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[treadingdawn]

Inspiration is always a good feeling to have. I think what makes the difference is how we apply it and to what we apply it, even then we will judge it differently. But it is a good feeling to have.

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[justdoingmyjob]

[ a most palpable pause goes here ]

I know I said it before, but I'm glad you're one of Claire's friends.

[punchlikeagirl]

I totally get the feeling that people expect me to do something extraordinary.

[justdoingmyjob]

But what about you? It's really different, if you don't feel the same way, I mean.

[punchlikeagirl]

I don't know. I just want to do the best I can but I have this thing about wanting to please people and have them like me. It's just really complicated.

[justdoingmyjob]

That sounds pretty normal. It's good to be liked.

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[strawberried]

Depends on what you mean by extraordinary.

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[justdoingmyjob]

Well, what about your own definition?

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[strawberried]

People call a lot of things extraordinary when they really aren't. Like helping somebody. People say it's really extraordinary when someone goes out of their way to do something for somebody else, but they're just doing what they should do.

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[justdoingmyjob]

I think you can do what you're supposed to and that sometimes, even if it's the expected, it can be extraordinary.

[feltlikeafreak]

You sound like a comic book narration bubble.

But yeah.

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[justdoingmyjob]

I can live with that.

[justdoingmyjob]

Recently?

[feltlikeafreak]

No. Before. My whole life mostly.

Recently I've just felt like a freak.