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May 15, 2005 14:37

Today...well, I think I feel lonely.I realized that what I want out of life is so different from everyone's aspirations.All my friends have a significant other.Everyone claims they're in love somehow, or at least liking someone.But then there is me. I just want to sing, act, model, enjoy life...but by myself? I think that's how it's coming out to ( Read more... )

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scuba_steve112 May 15 2005, 21:14:58 UTC
I just want to sing, act, model, enjoy life...but by myself?

OR with someone who enjoys the same things. someone who seems to care.

and no matter who that guy is, he's out there...don't give up hope.

-Steve

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justethereal May 16 2005, 22:17:28 UTC
I'll never give up, but I just think that sometimes...peer pressure is so dense, everyone around me has another somebody waiting for them, while for me...I feel alone. I will never give up that hope, I mean, thats my whole purpose of living...just having that hope keeps me going.Well, maybe not so exaggerated,lol but you know what I mean. I just hope I'm not lonely forever.That's all.I could care less about now.Now we're just teenagers with raging harmones (most) that prefer flirting over any stable conversation, or at least thats how I see most retarded kids our age.They're just sooo DUMB!bah....

"people are dumb, people are dumb..." that will be my new stress-relieving chant.Care to join me?lol. later Steve.

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justethereal May 16 2005, 22:18:10 UTC
*hormones not harmones.

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blindorbit001 May 15 2005, 22:06:14 UTC
ur beautiful and u can get any guy u want if u just tried to flirt a little..
there is a guy out there for u but before u find him there are things u need to experience in order to learn and mature into the person u will become

>3 J

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justethereal May 16 2005, 22:11:12 UTC
no, i dont like to flirt.flirting is for losers.Real people fall in love with other real people through conversations and just knowing eachother decently.Everyones just too concerned about flirting and making a good impression, when they're not thinking about themselves and being real and holding progressive conversations.I hate looking at people giggle and poke eachother as a freakin ritual.Its just inhuman.lol.Theres no core to that.nothing.zip.nada.blah.people are dumb.I rest my case.I hope in time you understand me....take care of yourself, I'll talk with you later alright...

<3 me.

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liliana8903 May 15 2005, 23:29:26 UTC
KRYSTAL WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO!????
A h H h H h H h H h H ! ! ! ! !

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justethereal May 16 2005, 22:08:30 UTC
We're gonna rot, shrill up into dust and shout, "WE'RE OVER AND DONE WITH FOREVER!!!" ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

....just kidding.I hope you knew that I was kidding.We're gonna start thinking that everyone else is stupid and we're gonna create our very own CULT, called, "KILL STUPID PEOPLE NOW cult."Yes, the KSPN will soon take over the woooorld!buahahaha buahaha buaaahhhahaha!

/the end.

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youhavecutesox May 16 2005, 00:39:14 UTC
hey hey thats what u got friends for but who knos maybe one day well go out and ull get famous singing n acting n modeling n ill live off all ur money lmao... naw jk ull find love someday n if u cant find it in guys then w.e maybe ull find it in a chikc dats cool w/me i love lesbians ;)
aight peace

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justethereal May 16 2005, 22:06:32 UTC
lmao good gracious GOD diego!You crazy lunatic dude.lol haha if its not guys then well, I will definetly turn to God and become a nun or something.jk jk.By the way....real friends are soo friggin hard to find.I find myself questioning every one of my friends daily, and sometimes...the friendship from thier side has faded.I can't depend on anyone else but myself.No one is real anymore, and Im so sad about it too.Everyone is FAKE!ahhhh baaahhh HUMBUG!ok.im tired now.I was supposed to run, but today i just didnt feel like it, so instead, im gonna go eat an apple or something.talk with u later.<33 peace.

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youhavecutesox May 19 2005, 00:45:30 UTC
look im yur friend and im not a sell out n u can depend on me so as far as i kno, im a real friend and not no hypocrite. whenever u need me ill be there i just want u to kno u can count on me. g2g
love kiddo
bye

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justethereal May 19 2005, 02:35:10 UTC
thanks mister!same goes for meeee.

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